Da Knight

Everyone's Leaves...

noreply@blogger.com (d@knight) — Mon, 06 Apr 2009 12:41:00 +0000

Never think tat u r strong.
Coz u never know how and wat might just made u crumbled.
Maybe the simplest thing in the world can be the reason.

Humans are weak and most of the times do not know wat they want. Or i should say, not strong enuf to fight and pursue what they want. And not to forget, temptations are just everywhere.
So, most of the time, we chose to leaves whenever things on the other side looks just slightly better.

Me and my stubbornness has made me to come this stage.
I knew this will happen better than anyone.
It was the lil hope at the bottom of my heart that made me continue walking this path, knowing it's a wrong take. Yea, of coz ... and my stubbornness too.
I was warned earlier. but i insisted.

I wanted to do my part. I wanna correct the so called mistake that i did previously.
I just wanna work things out.

I have tried my best.
But this is what u chose.
I accept it...

It's here again...

noreply@blogger.com (d@knight) — Sat, 04 Apr 2009 03:43:00 +0000

Just woke up not really long ago.
Knowing that i won't be able to sleep well last nite, so i took the most effective way to curb this.
So there we, my hoomies and i went to Berkaraoke til like about 4am and balik and tidur terus. Best!
Was really tired...that there's absolutely ntg else that i can do anymore other than sleep.
Yea, the most effective way that i was saying here is to do whatever til u r tired...super tired. And sleep it off.

The horrible feeling is here...again

Myself

noreply@blogger.com (d@knight) — Fri, 03 Apr 2009 12:37:00 +0000

This is me....

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

I'm still here

noreply@blogger.com (d@knight) — Thu, 02 Apr 2009 15:49:00 +0000

OH-MY-GOD

I can't believe this.
I'm actually typing in my long abandoned blog.
And the best part is tat i still remember my username and password.

It's been really long.
So much things happened, changed along with all sorts of found as well as lost.
Life is tat complicated, mind u. At least mine is.

Shall be back....soon

Confusing English

noreply@blogger.com (d@knight) — Tue, 30 Sep 2008 16:41:00 +0000

It's Raya !
It's good enuf for me to enjoy the holidays.

Was checking my inbox and i found this. It's a gud one. *wink*

CONFUSING ENGLISH

1. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP ?

2. Do Lipton Tea employees take coffee breaks ?

3. If olive oil comes from olives, where does baby oil come from ?

4. If people from Poland are called Poles, why aren't people from
Holland called Holes ?

5. Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery ?

6. Why the man who invests all your money called a broker ?

7. If horrific means to make horrible, does terrific mean to make terrible ?

8. Why is it called building when it is already built ?

9. If a book about failures doesn't sell, is it a success ?

10. If you're not supposed to drink and drive, then why do Bars have parking lots ?

11. If you take an Oriental person and spin him around Several times, does he become disoriented ?

12. If vegetarians eat vegetables, what do humanitarians eat ?? Human ??

13. If working hours are meant for working, then why are you reading this ???

Hahaha...
Selamat Hari Raya, ppl..
Enjoy !

Just a short one...

noreply@blogger.com (d@knight) — Wed, 24 Sep 2008 05:26:00 +0000

So here am i, using Yook Hwa's pc to update my abandoned blog.
I decided to do this as i'm sick and on MC today.

Well,
Working at the new place is fine. People there are nice too.
Just tat i have not get the stable grip on things there yet.
Still got mistakes here and there, which makes me feel sad and dissapointed.
But, What is there to expect rite ? Newbiew will be newbies.

I still tumpang at Yook Hwa's place and will get the keys of my own place soon. Hopefully by end of this week.

Many random things are playing in my head non-stop, recently...darn!

Updates

noreply@blogger.com (d@knight) — Wed, 03 Sep 2008 14:16:00 +0000

Hey everyone...

It's been a long week.. real long.
So much to be done in my last week working at Bernama TV.
Yea, i resigned edi.
My last day was on the 29th August, The Budget 2009 day.
Managed to snap some pics with my fellow co-workers as well as editors.
It was a hard decision to leave Bernama Tv, to be honest. To leave my happy land, where everyone is so close to each other. I'm gonna miss the warmest there. Oh man...

It took a lot of guts and considerations, also encouragements from many people.
But at the end of the day, I'm the one who needs to decide as this all about my life.
So, yea... i decided to leave for the sake of trying things out in a new place. I hope things will be good there. *crossed my fingers*

I can only say THANK YOU to each and everyone of U at Bernama TV, for teaching, guiding, and just leaving foot prints in my life. U made me a better person and i like it. Thanks a lot.

Rite after my last day working at BTV, my convocation is on the 30th Aug. Ppl says convocation is the second big day in our lives, after the wedding. And i got no comment on that. Haha..
My mom and sis were here as my VIP's guests. Chewa :p
Daddy and brother can't make it. But i understand.

Nothing can beat the moment when mommy and sista were sitting there waiting for my appearance in the hall. And the moment they saw me receiving my scroll up on the stage too.
I'm glad the most important persons in my life did not miss it. I thank you.
More pictures coming up from the Big Day :P

My current status is jobless (til 8th Sept).
And i am now busy packing my segala-gala harta, as i'm gonna shift to somewhere nearby The Edge, my new company this weekend.
Damn, i got so many stuff lar... duh.
Me is gonna have my own room and berjiran with Tammy Koo and Yook Hwa tim!

Oh man!
I got mix emotions now...

Ladies and wat?

noreply@blogger.com (d@knight) — Sat, 16 Aug 2008 17:24:00 +0000

She was anxious and very detailed. Check the waiting list from time to time. Asking when will be her turn. She reconfirmed that she wants a place facing the window at the smoking area, with a smile on her face.

The waitress told her to be patient again. Might just need around 10 more minutes.
So, she went back to the waiting seats, just next to me.

Suddenly, her handphone rings so, she quickly fished it out from her handbag.
It was her husband, asking where is she.. and most importantly if she manage to get a table. After she told him where she is, her husband appears at the entrance.. walking in with a guest, a Australian, i supposed.

Her husband walks in and straight away put down his huge bag pack and passed it to her wife. And she took it and carried it with both her hands.
He was talking to the Australian, saying that they might need to wait for a while as the restaurant is fulled by the moment. He didn't even bother to introduce his wife to their guest. The Australian was very friendly. He some more asked, "and this is.. erm.. ?" and the woman said "I'm Was.. his wife.."

The husband quickly sit down on the waiting seats, next to me again.
He invites the Australian to sit down too.. but not his wife. He doesn't even bother to see if there is a seat leave for his wife. All he cares was just his own ass.

Three of them were chit chatting while waiting. The husband didn't include the wife in the conversation. She was the one that tried to join in with what they were talking about. Then, the waitress came and asked if they wanna take the table, which is not facing the window. Which mean they cannot enjoy the beautiful nite view outside. The wife politely told the waitress to wait for a moment, as she wants to ask her husband's opinion.

So, she turned back and ask her husband and their guest. Her husband wasn't happy with the idea. He asked his wife to ask how long do they have to wait for the window facing seats. Automatically, the wife replied they have to wait til the people who is currently sitting at that area to finish their foods and pay the bills first. Which in other word, she doesn't know or nobody knows, actually.

Finally, the waitress came and told them tat their table is ready. They were happy.
The husband quickly stand up and follows the waitress to their table. His wife was following behind carrying his back pack. It was heavy, til she said "erm.. ur bag pack" to her husband. Then only he took it from her hands and carry it by himself.

So,
I was sitting there. Witnessing everything.
As I was waiting for a table and Nadiah.
I was thinking.

I personally think the husband was so UNGENTLEMAN !
The more i see it, the more i cannot stand!
The look on his face was so Ego and demanding !

I think he is the one should go to check on the waiting list if he can't wait calmly.
Some more, please lar.. don't ask stupid question can or not ?!
Like asked his wife to ask the waitress, how long do they have to wait for the window facing table..
Luckily, he is a lil smart la..
He din tells his wife to go ask the customers who were eating there, on how much time do they need to finish their foods?
Y he can't offer the seats to their guest and his wife before he sits down?
Y not he, himself carry the bag pack?

I am pissed coz that's not how a man should treat a woman, a wife !
And sad but true, majority of our Malaysia's men are like tat!
I've seen so many lousy men daily. Everywhere.
Gross...

However, I'm lucky enough to see some gentlemen who is still alive in this current world.
They just knew how to treat a woman right.
At least, they open door for the lady to go in first.
Offer the only chair left to the lady and he's ok with the idea of standing at the side.
Using their body language and gestures to let the woman to walk first then only he follows.
Offer a hand to carry what's the woman is holding.
Isn't that nice ?

I don't mean all guys should be perfect. Where women should just shake their legs, waiting for a gentleman to do everything for them.
But i do believe these are just some basics that a man should knows.
It really reflected great on them. U won't lose anything and yet gaining good reputation.
And not giving eyesores to anyone too.
Great!

Me personally, admires all these.
I think gentlemen are so handsome and attractive, despite how his face looks like.
It's really comfortable to be with them.

First Water Rafting experience!

noreply@blogger.com (d@knight) — Sat, 09 Aug 2008 18:21:00 +0000

On the 26th July, i went all the way to Kedah for my very 1st WATER RAFTING !!!!!!
And it was AWESOME, u tell u...
Many thanks for Nadiah, my bestie at Bernama TV for ajak me :D
It was all happened at Sungai Sedim, Kulim.

Came along were Su Lin of Radio Bernama and also another 3 friends of Nadiah from Venezuela. They are Carlos, Mina and Alexandra. I hope i got all their name spelled correctly :p
They are all nice ppl too :D

Carlos, me, Su Lin and Mina. We were served with all sorts of local fruits which includes DURIAN, Manggis la.. rambutan la.. and the best part, it's all free and delicious weh... Oh gosh!

And here was were we stayed overnite. These cute lil hut.

Okay... Nadiah and Su Lin posing depan our pondok

All muka baru bangun tido ! Haha...

Ok..here's the thing. We went there for water rafting but Nadiah and I decided to do more than that. So, we jumped off from this bridge rite into the stream below. Well, it was the skipper did it first. And he said, "Cuba lar!"
APa lagi... me terus nak buat ! Some more ajak Nadiah lagi!
And she oso rupa-rupanya giler like me!
And we did it! She jumped rite after me.

It was AWESOME!!! I will nvr forget this forever man...

When i took off from the bridge, my mind was blank and i was expecting myself to touch the water sooner that it was. I was like thinking " ei.. dah sampai ke? Ei.. not yet lar.."

Here's the stream. We have to aim properly weh. Kalo tersasar.. mampus kena batu. Only the below area in the pic, is deep enough for that.

Another activity there was the canopy walk. It's the world longest canopy walk weh.. Hebat!

It was raining giler la.. when we finished our rafting. But we took the walk too. It makes no different lar, memang dah basah kao kao from the rafting pun. So, might as well lar.

CHak!

Taken at the walk

Group pic with the skippers

Everyone is ready for the rafting except me :p

Hehe...

Pai Pai Chor...

Lovely pic of Nadiah and Su Lin by the stream

The crystal clear water

I like tis pic ! Ber-romantic with Megat, the skipper pulaknya..

My team skipper, Onn

Very experience 1 ler...

Me =)

With Iron, another skipper. Very cute and funny 1..

My Fav Pic!

See No Evil!

Hear No Evil!

Speak No Evil!

Yea, we din bring our cameras along during the water rafting. Coz we don't wanna risk it lar..

We went for Gred 5 water rafting, where everything is possible to break or hilang. Many rafters lost their shoes, bottles, etc. So, the skippers also not encourage us to bring it.

I still remembered the moment i jumped off from the bridge and hit the water.

Also the moment, when me and Nadiah were trapped underneath the raft, after we capsized. Our skipper, Onn got injured from that too. He was trying his best to avoid the raft from turn over. But apparently, the water current was too strong. All of us were shocked to see his lip bleeding. Oh man...

Thanks God that he's Okay. That we are all Okay.

Oh man..

All the memories are still so fresh!

I'm gonna do this AGAIN!

I LOVEEeeee Outdoor activities!

P/s There were a bunch of Singaporeans were there too. They travelled all the way from Singapore for the activity. So, we merged with them for the water rafting thingy. There were 2 guys joined in me and Nadiah's raft. They were very frenly and funny. And i'm bad for not remembering their names. And we tak sempat take pic with them oso. Apatah lagi, contact numbers and so. Alamak :(

Good or Bad?

noreply@blogger.com (d@knight) — Sat, 02 Aug 2008 17:30:00 +0000

Everything is damn gud...
Real gud actually!
I dun feel stress nor unhappy. Everyone is nicey.
I'm HAPPY!

BUT just the pay. It's not very bad.. but quite bad and it can be better.
That's the thing, here. Sigh....

I'm learning here, everyday.
But i do want more than this.
Who doesn't want to improve themselves? And and the same time, earn more moolah?

Someone told me to use my benefits as a fresh graduate to look for something better.
Coz she said, it's gud sometimes, that we were treaten like newbies. Where ur superior will gives u directions in everything. Coz they know that u dunno anything. Tat's how we can learn.
I agreed.

I got an offer from somewhere else. A good one, i guessed.
But i'm still thinking...thinking and thinking.
Shall I leave my happy and comfort zone for the sake to learn and earn more?
Will I be happy there?

Everyone told me tat i should go.
Gopi said " Opportunity only knock once"

Shall i open the door?

First Big assignment

noreply@blogger.com (d@knight) — Sun, 13 Jul 2008 15:08:00 +0000

Malaysia was the host for the sixth D8 Summit, tis year.
Started on the 4th to 8th July at Hilton KL.
It's a meeting held once every 2 years, consists of 8 Muslim developing countries (Malaysia, Indonesia, Nigeria, Pakistan, Egypt, Bangladesh, Turkey and Iran) discussing on global issues.

So, I was one of the many journalists being assigned to cover the event.
And i was glad, that i was given a chance to cover such a big event, where i just joined the workforce for only 1 month.

On the 6th July, i was assigned to go to KLIA for the arrival of the President of Indonesia, Susilo Bambang Yudhoyono. Me and camera man pun pigi la... and i forgot to bring my camera along. Then, the next morning i went to KLIA again to sambut the arrival of the President of Iran, Mahmoud Ahmadinejad! It was super early...duh.
And this time, i brought my camera along!
Apa lagi! Bergambar la ! Hehe...

Semangat kat airport runway :D

Me and Arabi, my camera man

Faizol the photographer. Look at his camera... canggih!

And Azman too :)

Nah.. shooting!

Our own Foreign Minister, Datuk Seri Utama Dr Rais Yatim is waiting for the arrival of Ahmadinejad on the red carpet

Here's the big man!

After that we rushed back to Hilton lagi.

At the hotel, they provided us (media) a room where we can get our story done. That room is equipped with computers and internet connection. So, each time after the press conference or anything.. we will type our story there and send it back to the office.

Here's the room, where all the journalists are super busy

Me and Laili, another journalist from bernama tv. She's very helpful. Many thanks to her for teaching and guiding me over there. Or else, i'll be panik giler weh...

And while waiting for any jolok moment outside the discussion room, which is all closed door session...we bergambar lagi!

Camera man from RTM. Bergayanya !!! He sengaja one lor !

With Azeery of RTM

Overall,

I was exhausted during that event. With so many stand by and running around.

But i was really grateful for the experience that i gained over the entire assignment. Where i don't think i can get if i'm working else places.

Thank you for the memory.

I will never forget this!

First outstation job :D

noreply@blogger.com (d@knight) — Wed, 09 Jul 2008 15:40:00 +0000

Well,
Last week, i was assigned to go to Penang to cover the Penang Second Crossing bridge!
Yea.. the project is still on despite all the Huu Haa that we heard since like last year.
So, there me and Fitri, the camera man flew all the way from KL to Penang.
The morning itself was spoiled by the flight delayed. Damn!
Just the other day, I covered the MAS press conference where they mentioned they are cutting the frequency of their flights to some places ... u know, cost cutting lar.
Manatau, i really experienced it pulak.
They delayed our flight and cancelled the other one, and decided to cramped all of us into the airbus. Terbang sekali je sehari. Jimatkan!

Rite after we stepped down at the Penang airport, we went to the hotel 1st.. to have lunch and a slides presentation there. Then, only we start our...erm...WORK!

Oh yea,
We were provided to stay in a 5 stars hotel there !
*woot*
It's called The G Hotel! Located just besides Gurney Plaza :D
Here's some random pics tat i took. Haha

The senget pic taken by Fitri

View from my room. Too bad it was raining...

I found that the red bean container lid is very cute.

It's all mine !

Here's the hotel lobby. Where there is a bar in the middle too. I like the chair. Very versatile!

Their interior design is just awesome!

Me and the nicey chair. It's a rocking chair u know.

Me and Fitri :D

Souvenirs for the hotel guests. It's a G shaped candles!

And some Malaysia or Penang's delicacies for the hotel guests too.

If u notice, there's no pic on the Penang Second Bridge or what so ever. I was too busy to snap any pics over there. And i was too busy to get back to the fellow who snapped my pic when i was doing my stand upper there :(

I had to get my beauty sleep like NOW.

Thanks *wink*

Lil Updates

noreply@blogger.com (d@knight) — Sun, 29 Jun 2008 14:32:00 +0000

I just found out that i forgot to blog about this.
It's KK's 24th Bday on the 28.05.08. But we celebrated it on the 30th though.
So, we went to makan at Kim Gary, MV.

The Birthday boy with the cake

The pressie from us. It's a formal working shirt!

Penguin and Roti busy showing the Bday card to KK

Group pic

From left: Roti, me, Jenna, Esther, KK, Penguin

Me and the bday boy

Then, here's some pics on the Steamboat organised by my fellow housemates. Hahaha.. Yea, we did it again, after the 1 we had for my birthday. For this time, there isn't any special celebration. Just saja-saja. Hidup untuk Makan mar :P

Yummy ler!

Udang pun ada

We had cincau drinks

Some leafy :D

Chicken fillet

Sausages and equivalent. hahaha..

And again, all of us Kenyang mau mampus after that. We never learn from our mistake. Always bought too much foods with too little people to finish it. Gosh! I'm scared of steamboat weh...

Oh yea!

Here's some pics that i took randomly during my work. This permandangan KL diambik kat Ampang Lookout Point, which located at Ulu Langat. I was at the restaurant facing this view, dude. SO nicey!!! I really want to be there at nite to see the nite view lor!!! Sure lagi nicey!

Spotted KL Tower and KLCC !

11 days

noreply@blogger.com (d@knight) — Thu, 12 Jun 2008 06:20:00 +0000

So, i started my work like 11 days ago.

Well, things are not quite the same as a year ago, during my internship.
The most significant change is the office now is crowded with so many people. Where it used to be quite empty, as there was only a few Journalists back then.
Eversince the 24 hours operation started, they hired more ppl. Every departments are now filled with so many workers. Even the number of AE (Assignment Editor) and camera man has increased.

And now, the office is also flooded with trainees from UKM. But they are all nice ppl.. hahahah. Seeing them reminds me that i was once like them too.

I'm posted under the Economic desk. So, i cover all sorts of assignments with NUMB3RS daily.
It's not bad, just tat i have a lot more to learn. Coz i'm so blind with Economic.
But I'm all good. Picking it up slowly.

Many thanks for all the best wishes from my beloved frens :D

That's all for now.

Got it edi!

noreply@blogger.com (d@knight) — Thu, 29 May 2008 14:46:00 +0000

Well,
Just when i decided to let go and not to think about it anymore.
It cames rite in front of my face.
Got the call edi.
They officially accepted me.
Really HAPPY and grateful.

1st of June will be my 1st day.
Wish me Luck, PPl...

I'm a Broadcasting Journalist again :D
Terima Kasut.

Test of Patient

noreply@blogger.com (d@knight) — Tue, 27 May 2008 17:56:00 +0000

I am all clear now. Very.
I stopped being depressed and tension.
Because i FINALLY understand it.

I knew that,
I did all my best to get it. And it's proven that i want it.
I gave just everything in order to get it. I started to give my best since I was an intern there. Coz i knew that this is what i want after i graduated.
So, i really gave my very best.
I did my part.
What i have not do now, is to wait patiently.

Suddenly i realize, that i was soooo anxious to get a job. I totally forgot that i just finished my study in like less than a month. So, what's with the rush?
Moreover, I did what i'm supposed to edi, sent in my resume and attended the interviews.
Yes, again..i forgot about the patient part.

I'm definately not rich,
but I won't die of starvation if i get a job later.
I am not rich,
but I do not need a job so badly to serve the table for my family too.
We are all doing fine.

AND most importantly,
I won't die if i dun get this job. I'll be sad though. But sad doesn't cause my life. That's for sure.
So, what's with the tension?

*Super thanks to Charlini for her endless supports and loves.
I'm truly sorry for being so stubborn.

I feel so light now. For once...after all.

Listen to the radio

noreply@blogger.com (d@knight) — Sat, 24 May 2008 18:03:00 +0000

When ur mood is down, u can't even get to hear any gud numbers from any of the radio channels. I've been's zip zapping almost all of the channels but yet i can't get any gud song.
Not even 1.
Yea, i am listening to my MP3 player now. At least there are gud songs of my own selection are definately available there. No doubt.
But i really enjoy the feeling, where i get to hear all the gud songs playing one after another in the radio. I like the kind of surprise where all those songs that u r expecting deep in ur heart were played randomly in the radio. Nicey rite?
I really missed that kind of surprise now.

I've been feeling like tis since a few days back. Very depressed.

Pigi Ipoh ...Ipoh Mali

noreply@blogger.com (d@knight) — Fri, 23 May 2008 15:54:00 +0000

So, i was willingly kena kidnapped by Tammy on the last 15th May to Ipoh (her hometown).
Wee!!! my first time to Ipoh.
Basically, I just eat...eat... and eat over there. And ironically, there isn't any picture on the foods at all here. It's all kept save and warm in my tummy *wink*

When we are at home (tammy's house), we did ntg much except playing with Safron aka Saffy.

*~SAFRON~*

I like Yook Hwa's expression. Haha...

Safron likes to kiss Yook Hwa a lot !

Yook Hwa and Tammy and the pussy dog

Yook Hwa and I

Aiyak! Safron tak nak tengok camera la ! :(

Naa... Tayang ekor ! berry Cute!!!

Then, we went to Hot Spring kat Tambun Lost World. That place looks like a mini Sunway Lagoon. Well, it's belongs to the Sunway Group memang lar... hehe

Bertiga-tiga

Posing in the kolan air panas. The panas is not alang2 one.. i tell u.

Badan oso merah2 edi... I respect those orang can rendam there for so long *tabik*

Za, me and Yook Hwa

After we beytahan the kepanasan, we cabut from the kolam and go jalan2 at the LOST WORLD.

Found it ! Baa..konon..

Naa..ada Giant angsa. Jangan marah :p

Gambar cantik !

Chewa... yook hwa posing dengan hwa :)

We went to makan steak kat a place where Tammy's father always brought her there when she was a kiddie la.. but i dun remember the name of the shop though.

It's a very old shop. Where the interior design is very classical look ler.

The bar area. Classic hor?

Then, we visited a place called Gua Kek Lok Tong.

The entrance of the cave

The gua actually it's like a gerbang. After u enter the gua, u will see this...

Naa... ada kolam. Nice or not? That area very windy 1 lor.. and i like it !

Yook Hwa and a Red Hwa :D

Sang Kura-kura

Ada Lotus jugak ;)

Akhir kata,

Many thanks to Tammy sebab bawak me ke Ipoh buat julung kalinya.

And many thanks to her family oso sebab bagi saya tido kat sana and also belanje me makan (a lot).

Me really really appreciate it :D

Terima Kasut banyak-banyak.

Saya cinta kamu orang.

I want it

noreply@blogger.com (d@knight) — Thu, 15 May 2008 06:33:00 +0000

I made up my mind,

I'm gonna give my passion and interest a try. I wanna be fair to myself.
I'll do it for a year.. and see how it goes from there.
I decided to choose Experience before $$$.

Many thanks for all the advices and supports, ppl!
I really appreciate it.

So, i'm really looking forward for this.
I wanna be a Broadcasting Journalist !
I will shake the world ! U watch out, ppl !

Will i be happy?

noreply@blogger.com (d@knight) — Mon, 12 May 2008 16:47:00 +0000

Everything is Over now...
The exam is over.
Studying days is definitely over. I can't say i'm a student anymore.
We even had our farewell dinner already, on the last day of the exam.

Just a short follows up from the previous post,
I got all my work (thesis) printed and handed it over for the hard bound thingy edi.
And i had went to the 2nd time interview at the same company on last Thursday.
They said they will get back to me after a few days though. So, i'm still waiting...

So, in the meanwhile..
i think a lot.
I was thinking about way to much of stuff.

Most of my coursemates decided not to work in Journalism field after this. They are going to try on other fields such as PR, Advertising, Banks and etc.
I bet they can earn more in those fields and would be less running around compared to the job of a journalist.

Suddenly i was thinking about this.
IF i really get the job at Bernama, i will be doing something that i like, things that i did before during my internships. But 1 thing for sure, i will not be able to earn as much as the other professions, or other place.
And the working life there is definitely hectic and tiring. It would be like working almost 7 days a week. That's wat happened tat during my internship.
But i think i enjoy reporting. And i knew that i am not a gifted writer. So, i think producing Tv news is my cup of tea. But i was wondering if this is merely my own perceptions?

I was wondering if it's stupid to get a job with such a low pays and will i be happy with it?
Everyone is working their ass off just for the sake of the money rite ?
And i got my loan to be paid on monthly basis, after this.
Sigh... i really dunno.

Seeing so many people is jumping to another field for the sake to earn more, makes me wonder if i shall join them. But will i be happy then? And issit a gud decision to let go news reporting?

Or shall i get a stable job here in KL or just go back to my hometown? Coz this will allows me to be closer to my family and life is definitely will be calm and steady. But am I ready to go back ? Will i be happy with the working environment there?
I think i wanna learn more here in the big city before going back.

Hell yes, I feel vulnerable this time.

Life is sucks ...sometimes

noreply@blogger.com (d@knight) — Sun, 04 May 2008 13:24:00 +0000

In just another 2 more days, i'm gonna finish my study. Finally.

Here am i feeling so depressed.
I feel so lost and insecure.

Problems poured in like nobody business.
I wanted to print my thesis, my printer broke down... something wrong with the catridge.
I wanted to finish my revision for this coming paper, but i tot it would be better to settle my thesis 1st.. Damn.
I found out that my driving licence has expired, on the expiry date itself.
I thought i can secure a job, before i finish my study.. so that i will not need to worry about that later. It turned out to be a dissapointment (by the moment).
I am worried about my exam too. CGPA?

I'm sad.
*sobs*

Nighting...

noreply@blogger.com (d@knight) — Wed, 30 Apr 2008 07:07:00 +0000

Ok... i got just 1 more paper and tat's it !

The Final final is going to end very soon, and i can't wait for tat!

Well,
In the middle of the exam midst, apparently i Terwent to the CLEO's 50 Most Eligible Bachelor 2008, at Zouk. Serious weh.. i never expect myself to attend tat.

It was all started by Daphnie, who voiced out her intention about this event, and was seconded by Jenna. As for me, just apa2 saja la.. But for that time, we do not have any tickets nor invitation. So, it was just purely an intention.

Suddenly Chui Woon called me up on the next morning, saying that Marco has the invitations and he wants us to go together. And i can even bring my frens along. Cool!
So, i informed like almost everyone who i think might be interested and turned out everyone has their own activities. The best part is almost everyone has a birthday dinner to attend on that nite. Wat a coincident,huh ?

Just before I have the chance to hesistate that whether i shall go or not, Chui Woon has already insisted that i have to go. So, there i was for the sake of my dearest ah po.

Rite after the Politics and Media paper ended, i was supposed to go to Chui Woon's place and get prepared, as Marco will come to fetch us. But that day was also Roti's birthday . So, we went to have a Tea birthday celebration for her. Unfortunately, i can't stay there longer eventhough i really wanted too. I'm really sorry, Roti. But i do love u berry much :)

A Pic at Sun Wong, Jaya One for Roti's Bday

*~Roti & Kek~*

I am glad tat at least i still managed to snap a pic with the Birthday Girl!

I wish u to have a great life ahead, Roti :)

Then, i rushed to Chui Woon's by bus ( dunno Y ngam2 tat time takde bus lar!). And rite after i dropped my bag and grab the towel to have my shower. Damn! Somebody just went inside the toilet.
Sigh... again, i felt so restless as the fellow was inside there like forever.

And after i finished my super speed bath, put on make ups (yes, i terpoke my eyes with my finger while putting the black eye shadow coz was rushing like hell). Marco was already waiting in his car. So, everyone hops in his car and off to Zouk. Because of the delay which is caused by me, we were stucked in the jam too. I feel double bad now...

However, while trapped in the jam, all of us was crapping the car (as usual) and had a great laugh too. Hahaha...

So, Here's some best selected pics of that night

Me and Marco

Me, Chui Woon, Yeng Ling

Group pic !

Boon Yoong, Wei Jie, ME, Brenda, Marco, Chui Woon, Yeng Ling

Erm... Tunjuk jangan tak tunjuk :p

The gals !

Boon Yoong and I

Posing time! Hahaha...

Many thanks to the honourable photographer, Wei Jie :D

As for the event, I personally think that it is boring and lame. And the sound systems were suck too. We can barely hear what are the emcees, Rashid Salleh and Serena C were saying. And the bachelors are all.... duh.

But despite all of that, we entertained each other and enjoy it lar... Huge thank you to everyone :D

I really had a great time and laugh *wink*

Meaningful...

noreply@blogger.com (d@knight) — Sat, 19 Apr 2008 14:37:00 +0000

Here's a song that i love eversince the first time i heard it. It belongs to Ayu, the Champion of 'One in a Million' Season 2. This song is completed with nice melody and meaningful lyric. Written by Malaysia's popular composer who is also my personal favourite, Aubrey Suwito and lyric by Habsah Hassan, another big name in the industry too.

For that,
I would like to share the lyric, which i found very motivating and true. I like the line when it mentions "keterbatasan diriku menjadi penghalang". I can't agree more, as very often we let our weaknesses to get ourselves. As due to that perception, often we believe that we can't do it before we even give it a try. This is very wrong as...
You never know it unless you try it.

Lagu: Hanya Di Mercu

Mimpi dan harapan
Cecita yang tinggi menjulang
Tak pernah terluahkan
Hanyalah di hati tersimpan
Terpendam
Keterbatasan diriku menjadi penghalang

korus:
Sampai bila aku bertanya sampai bila
Ku harus mencuba
Bila lagi desak hatiku bila lagi
Aku harus berani
Lalu ku bangkit tegak berdiri
Mengatur langkah ku terus mendaki
Cita-citaku
Di mercu

Mimpi dan harapan bagaikan duri yang mencengkam
Seandainya ku biar cecita dihati tersimpan
Terpendam
Keterbatasan tak wajar menjadi penghalang

Bridge:
Aku mencari kekuatan
Dalam kelemahan
Aku temui kejayaan
Dalam keberanian

Ulang Korus

And here's the song. Enjoy :)

Me and just me

noreply@blogger.com (d@knight) — Wed, 16 Apr 2008 09:05:00 +0000

Enough with all the shits.
It's been too many things and undetectable reasons which irritate and upset me.
One thing leads to another.
I feel bad and sad about the unnecessary arguments and fights with the people that i loved.
But it happened.

EMO and stressful. That was me. And i will not deny the fact that i might be the one who let it happen. It's my own fault.

My Finals will begin next week, but my preparation is almost like none.
I just can't concentrate. My mind is everywhere.
Sigh...I am worried.

I have to stop this.
I shall not let this to continuously attacking myself.
But am i capable to do so ?

P/s This post from Sui Li's blog has really touched my heart. I gonna do something like that soon. A recap of my uni's life, perhaps.
Will need more time for that, to ensure i won't miss out anything.

Birthdays again !

noreply@blogger.com (d@knight) — Mon, 14 Apr 2008 13:19:00 +0000

Just got the time to do tis !
So, here's a short and quick update...

AND Yes ! it's about BIRTHDAY again!
It's Daphnie's and Wen Xin's turn :D

On the 25th of March, we celebrated Daphnie's 23rd Birthday. It was at the Tappers Cafe, Jaya One.

This is the Birthday girl and the cake!

Me and the STAR

with her birthday pressie from all of us. Nicey rite ?

Group Pic !

Then, on the 28th March is Wen Xin aka Penguin's 22nd Birthday.
So, we celebrated with her at Kluang Station, Jaya One.

Group pic 1st !

Her pressies :D

Penguin's Birthday cake

Look at Jenna's face. Dia pulak yang syok -.-

Muka sudah kena hentam kat kek!

Hahaha...

And,

Erm.. i just found tis pic is nicey :p

Selamat Harijadi, Girls !

I Luv u :D

And to Penguin, lupakan sajalah kisah malang tersebut.

Sekian, Terima Kasut
*wink*