Will i be happy?

Everything is Over now...
The exam is over.
Studying days is definitely over. I can't say i'm a student anymore.
We even had our farewell dinner already, on the last day of the exam.

Just a short follows up from the previous post,
I got all my work (thesis) printed and handed it over for the hard bound thingy edi.
And i had went to the 2nd time interview at the same company on last Thursday.
They said they will get back to me after a few days though. So, i'm still waiting...

So, in the meanwhile..
i think a lot.
I was thinking about way to much of stuff.

Most of my coursemates decided not to work in Journalism field after this. They are going to try on other fields such as PR, Advertising, Banks and etc.
I bet they can earn more in those fields and would be less running around compared to the job of a journalist.

Suddenly i was thinking about this.
IF i really get the job at Bernama, i will be doing something that i like, things that i did before during my internships. But 1 thing for sure, i will not be able to earn as much as the other professions, or other place.
And the working life there is definitely hectic and tiring. It would be like working almost 7 days a week. That's wat happened tat during my internship.
But i think i enjoy reporting. And i knew that i am not a gifted writer. So, i think producing Tv news is my cup of tea. But i was wondering if this is merely my own perceptions?

I was wondering if it's stupid to get a job with such a low pays and will i be happy with it?
Everyone is working their ass off just for the sake of the money rite ?
And i got my loan to be paid on monthly basis, after this.
Sigh... i really dunno.

Seeing so many people is jumping to another field for the sake to earn more, makes me wonder if i shall join them. But will i be happy then? And issit a gud decision to let go news reporting?

Or shall i get a stable job here in KL or just go back to my hometown? Coz this will allows me to be closer to my family and life is definitely will be calm and steady. But am I ready to go back ? Will i be happy with the working environment there?
I think i wanna learn more here in the big city before going back.

Hell yes, I feel vulnerable this time.