Test of Patient

I am all clear now. Very.
I stopped being depressed and tension.
Because i FINALLY understand it.

I knew that,
I did all my best to get it. And it's proven that i want it.
I gave just everything in order to get it. I started to give my best since I was an intern there. Coz i knew that this is what i want after i graduated.
So, i really gave my very best.
I did my part.
What i have not do now, is to wait patiently.

Suddenly i realize, that i was soooo anxious to get a job. I totally forgot that i just finished my study in like less than a month. So, what's with the rush?
Moreover, I did what i'm supposed to edi, sent in my resume and attended the interviews.
Yes, again..i forgot about the patient part.

I'm definately not rich,
but I won't die of starvation if i get a job later.
I am not rich,
but I do not need a job so badly to serve the table for my family too.
We are all doing fine.

AND most importantly,
I won't die if i dun get this job. I'll be sad though. But sad doesn't cause my life. That's for sure.
So, what's with the tension?

*Super thanks to Charlini for her endless supports and loves.
I'm truly sorry for being so stubborn.

I feel so light now. For once...after all.